Cik Mas Menulis

I was looking at the screen of my laptop while doing my usual job, and a gush of thought landed in my mind: what’s next?

It was so odd—I couldn’t find an absolute answer for it, because I’m not usually like this.

Is it because of my age?

That I’m not fully excited or anticipating next year’s goal resolution? 

Or am I just clueless?

Or… am I simply okay with my current situation?

If I had to be honest (which I am now), I’m quite worried about my future in this current job role.

The fact that I’m a one-year contract worker adds to the concern.

I’m new to this role and working under an agency.

I have little to no idea what I should be expecting.

Do I need to search for a new job now?

Or… do I not need to?

I’m stuck. 😦